Monday and it rains.

Rainy day in The City. It's really wet, but I'm getting over it. It's not annoying. Not too much, thought. Yes, I've got pissed off when woman shook off water from her umbrella straight on to my colorful skirt. Skirt is great, really pretty. And rain is not good for pretty skirts.

Today is one of the days when I feel like a lady. There are different days when I feel like different people - the sexy one, the romantic one, the rebel one... and of course this ugly one, stupid one, fat one... I realised that it has sth associated with clothes I wear, music I listen to, films or books which influenced on me recently. But today's a Lady Day. I can't specify it directly, this feeling. But I try to act more elegant, smile more, be kind, look pretty, stand straight. To muster all the charm I have inside. It's quite pleasant. 

Been on fantasy classes, really boring, but that professor is amazing. I will miss him very much. But maybe we will have some classes with him next year, who knows... 

Yes, I think about Balzaretti very often. I don't realise anymore if it's him I'm thinking of, or David. They are so, so, so similar! I can't look on David, so I look on Balzaretti. But now I daydream about the football player mostly, not David himself. Well, it has to be strictly connected. 

Rain still pouring. Wonder if there is rain in David's city. Is he getting wet? He never liked umbrellas. Or maybe he just didn't like my umbrella? Not enough to get under it next to me.

Ok, stop it. Get to work.

It's a good day for Cocorosie tunes.


Edit (15:44)
Got that re-mail from woman "teaching" poetics. She liked my essay but of course had million of hyper-eloquent, boring, shit-worth comments. I don't have any will to discuss it with her, I don't have any will to spend any more time on this essay and I don't give a shit if it will be published on this new cultural site. I hate this academic enviroment. Those people seem to be so far away from real life. Yes, this mail has definitely spoiled my mood. I've got no motivation to do my work. I want to sit here and watch films.